Yeah, I Wonder................But...........

I heard this song the other day.  I thought about,  Listened to it again.  Oh, gosh..................I've felt this way.  More than once. I TRIED to die, yep.  But................as usual, I failed at that, too.  Half an hour more and I'd have been done.  

 

Since then, nine years ago................I am not angry I was stopped, I am thankful.  Oh, grin, I've been kinda pissed all my life.  One of those people who can and will argue about anything.  It's true.  But, I do that because life matters, each of us matters.  Each of us are designed to be who we are, fuck you twice, sideways, if you disagree.  Yes, I DO know I am NOT a perfect example of Christianity and my beliefs.  NOT a shock to me, so don't bother pointing that out unless you have some time to kill not winning an argument with me.  

 

I am a hateful, judgmental, tired human being.  I have my opinions, my beliefs, have

 

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Comments (9)

  1. SEC

    not another one

    August 09, 2017
    1. GoldenPig2012

      shut up. eye roll………………………ha ha ha

      August 10, 2017
  2. Bettymom

    Just think – you’re little one wouldn’t even exist if you had been successful!

    August 09, 2017
    1. GoldenPig2012

      Momentary blank stare. No, really? eye roll

      August 10, 2017
      1. Bettymom

        Geez!

        August 10, 2017
        1. GoldenPig2012

          Told ya, warned ya………………NOT in the best mood.

          August 11, 2017
          1. Bettymom

            So I gathered.

            August 11, 2017
  3. noahbody

    Thank God you were stopped. Thank God I have not succeeded in my multiple attempts to do away with myself. Thank God for this life He has blessed AND cursed us with. I find you are not as hateful as you claim to be. Deep inside there is a beautiful, caring heart.

    August 10, 2017
    1. GoldenPig2012

      Well, the post was about NOT being dead. The “deep inside there is a…..” blah, blah, blah………………I don’t know. I was just posting facts.

      August 10, 2017