My other half and I said things, yesterday morning, that hurt each other. We took parts from our past and threw it at each other, a past where we did not know each other. That was unfair, it accomplished nothing but hurting one another, not a goal of either of ours. But, we did it, we're human. Humans DO that, make mistakes, hit below the belt, try to take another down as we feel ourselves sinking. We KNEW that and, sad smile, did it anyway. Dumbasses, yeah, we were, hell.............are.
But, at the end of that day, we chose to forgive, to let go of that. Oh, it's in our minds, you can't unring a bell, but...........we don't have to heed the call of that bell. We can turn our backs on it and walk away until it's just the echo of the ringing, then walk further.
I'm sorry I posted this about me and my life. I'm sorry I did and said this in my life. But, I'm human, I screw up, ha ha ha ha.........gosh.............it seems like I do that more often than most. When we love someone, we give them our soft underbelly, our past, our secrets, our worst moments to hold and know. We count on the love to protect ourselves from being ripped open and left bleeding to death. Yesterday, each of us took a swipe at that. We are not bleeding to death, we................both, deep breath, allow that to................be part of our life together. Not a pretty part, not the best part, but...............it is part of it.
We won't talk about it, we don't have to, we know what we did. We move on from here. It ain't rocket science. Move on or die in it, pretty simple. Thanks for listening and I'm sorry I put it here.