I apologized to my daughter-in-law for bullying her, trying to force her to be my "friend" on my own FB page instead of on my beloved's. That's so awfully, ironically..........horrible. Trying to force her to "friend". I am a horrible person. I know. Hard swallow. I KNOW.
I honestly apologized and asked for her forgiveness. She gave it. I told her "thank you". I have all sorts of reasons I am the way I am, she has all sorts of reasons she is who she is. We each own those, they are ours and we live our life with what we have. I forgot that, for a while, as I WANTED what I wanted. I forgot that. I am a horrible human being. I want to be a good human being. I want to do the right thing, everytime. I fail.
I fail. I get tired of failure. My failures seem to outweigh my successes, all the time. Every time. Sigh.