Guess I Have.....Mostly

Heard this song and considered it.  Oh, yeah, I have and will hold all sorts of shit in my heart.  I have forgiven, I have moved on, but...............truthfully, I didn't let shit go.  Nothing.  None of it.  

 

I, honestly, thought not letting it go meant I was keeping it to use to inform myself and others.  Keeping it to justify...............Lord knows what.  But, deep breath, I've finally let go of a lot of stuff, hateful stuff, hard stuff...........like all of us have.  Now, I get to grin and laugh and use it honestly.  

 

I'm letting go of what someone else "did" to me.  I'm racking up the things I'm letting that I have done to me and others.  THAT is the shit that counts.  It all counts.  I count.

 

Hope I let it ALL go, someday.  If not, hell, don't judge me for it, some shit just SUCKS BALLS in life.  :)

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Comments (4)

  1. Bettymom

    I wish I could do what you’re doing. Just reading through your post brought back several things that I’ve been holding onto for years. I wouldn’t even have the first idea of how to dump all the junk I’m carrying around.

    August 11, 2017
    1. GoldenPig2012

      Oh, chuckle, I don’t have any idea, either, but……………..I’m just damned tired of carrying it so I’m dumping it at every turn. Litterbug from hell, that’s me.

      There’s no formula for this, no matter what any therapist says, we do it in our time, in our way.

      August 14, 2017
  2. noahbody

    Letting go is very hard and you are to be commended for your efforts.

    August 11, 2017
    1. GoldenPig2012

      Pppphhht. No commendation for me, I should have done it long a go, but, apparently, chuckle, I’m a procrastinator. It IS hard, but, shock, gasp, so was all the shit I’m letting go. Six of one, half a dozen of the other.

      August 14, 2017