Gosh! Gee Whiz! Deep Breath

I made it known, publicly, I would NOT be going home after my son's wedding.  Then, small chuckle, I see my cousin post "I have issues about..".....ha ha ha ha........bills and who she loves, romantically and where they will eat tonight.  Issues.  Hard things in life.  Deep breath.  Deeper breath.  It's OK. It's OK.  It's............OK.  We all have..............something, right?  Yes, we do.  Each thing important to us, relatively speaking.  It's.....................................OK.

I've been without family for so long, this is NOT a big deal.  Hell.........just add another year to the last 18.  It's OK.  I've got this.  I will find a way to ALWAYS have this, not a problem.  Not a problem.  :)

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Comments (8)

  1. noahbody

    Family always means a great deal to us whether or not we deny it. Yes her issues may seem insignificant but to her they mean a lot.

    April 20, 2017
    1. GoldenPig2012

      Duh. That’s why I won’t be going home. Her issues are important to me, mine are NOT to her. OK.

      April 20, 2017
      1. noahbody

        I see.

        April 20, 2017
        1. GoldenPig2012

          Blink. Blank stare. Good. I take care of mine. Simple.

          April 20, 2017
          1. noahbody

            Good for you. No more can be asked of you.

            April 20, 2017
            1. GoldenPig2012

              Not true. There MUST be a way to……………do more. Not for me, ha ha ha ha, but………….for the ones I love. I will give up what I want for them, to make sure that being me doesn’t inconvenience them. I can do that.

              April 20, 2017
          2. noahbody

            No. All you can be is what you are. No more can be asked of you. Life made you and it is enough. It has to be.

            April 20, 2017
            1. GoldenPig2012

              I disagree. “Life” held all the people I consider my family. THEY made me as well as everything else.

              April 20, 2017